I’m not even sure how many weeks it’s been since I’ve been back home – too long. I know that I’ve spent the last few weeks coming down from an extraordinary high that has been difficult to articulate to others. Trying to answer the question: “So, how was it!?” – has, every time, without fail – left me completely speechless and overwhelmed. Where do I start? How do I pick the highlights? How do I begin to describe the feeling? (I’ve found that “feeling” sums up those weeks much better than the word “experience”). Needless to say, I’ve done my best to relay the thoughts, experiences and emotions to those who have inquired but I consistently fall short of doing it justice.
The first week home I was running on an oxymoronic recipe of jet-lag and adrenaline. Seeing my friends and family after being away for a month and reliving the memories over and over as I sorted through pictures, answered questions, watched many recaps and montages, and befriended my fellow volunteers on Facebook – was fun. At the same time, the jet lag hit me HARD despite a mere 3-hour time difference (5-hours in Hawaii). Between trying to sleep, catch up on work and email, and fully enjoy my birthday celebrations (my first weekend back home), I didn’t have time during that first week back to really process the experience I’d just had. It wasn’t until I started settling back into reality that it really started to hit me; I realized it as soon as I felt myself starting to get completely overwhelmed with emotion looking at pictures from fellow volunteers, seeing the video montages on YouTube, and hearing that song “Wavin’ Flag”. (Although the “Young Artists for Haiti” song, MY memories of it are associated with the fireworks each night at LiveCIty Yaletown, as the highlights of the day ran on the big screen). Sometimes, it wouldn’t take any of these reminders – sometimes the emotions of it all overwhelmed me at the most random times; the realization that I was part of something that big, that important, and that global – that….Canadian. I guess you don’t realize the enormity of something like that when you’re in it, but coming home to hear about the Olympic experience of those on the ‘viewer’ side made me appreciate how lucky I was to have been in the centre of it all.
I realize that this may sound a bit over-the-top and dramatic to some people – that volunteering at the Olympics was really that much of an emotional experience. (Although, those of you that know me really well are laughing pretty hard right now, knowing that it takes little more than a Bell commercial to bring me to tears). Lucky for me, I had the opportunity to reunite with two of my closest Olympic volunteer friends, just two weekends ago. It was such a relief to be able to compare stories and feelings about how we’re adjusting to reality, with Taryn and Heather, who were experiencing the exact same thing as me. I think the experience opened our eyes and gave us all new perspectives on various things in our lives….
While the experience was life-changing for some in terms of igniting their drive for volunteerism, or getting involved with important organizations and/or athletics, for me, it was more about the ability to actually accomplish something that I’d always wanted to do but never believed would actually happen. I talked a bit in a past post about being inspired by the show The Buried Life – four guys who have a bucket list of 100 things they want to do before they die. For me, being part of the Olympics was one of those things, and it’s changed my perspective on my ability to actually accomplish these kinds of goals. Every day, I find myself thinking of something new that I want to add to my own “bucket list” and I’ve actually started to write them down; a motivation to strike a line of red pen through all of them : ) Through the experiences of a very close friend, I’m recently reminded about how short life is – it’s not just a saying, or something that we should try to keep in mind. They’re words to live by..to LIVE by. And I’m trying my best to adopt the perspective of that spirit I felt in Vancouver – of justifying every experience and ever dollar spent there as being “once in a lifetime.” You never know when something might be just that.
So – having now adjusted to reality again, I’ve gone back and finally uploaded some of the videos I took. Let me preface these videos by saying that I won’t be offended if you find some of them rather boring! I imagine they might be, out of the context of the surroundings of excitement, pure adrenaline and Canadian craziness! More than the actual events that were happening around me, I tired instead to capture the energy that encapsulated the crowds. There’s also lots of background screaming – most of it by yours truly – apologies in advance : ) You can check out the videos here, and I’ve also “favourited” a couple that I found on my own.
For those of you who are interested in seeing the full (actually, the condensed) album of my pictures from Vancouver, you can view it here (even if you’re not on Facebook). And although I was too tired to blog during my vacation didn’t have time to blog in Hawaii, here are a few pics from that amazing, and relaxing week as well. (TOTALLY worth it).
Lastly, in the interest of living out our own ‘bucket lists’, my close friend and co-worker Jenni is doing just that. In June she’ll be climbing Mt. Kilimanjaro to raise money for a great foundation that helps youth in underdeveloped countries to achieve their potential through sports and education. Jenni’s goal is to raise $10,000 through this climb for the Strachan Hartley Legacy Foundation and 100% of these funds go directly to the foundation (Jenni is paying her own expenses for the trip). PLEASE consider learning more about this organization and sponsoring Jenni – every little bit helps! Now that my blog is officially done, you may want to consider following her blog as well as she documents her adventure up Kili!
So as a sign-off on this final post – thanks again to all of you who have followed along on this adventure with me. Perhaps some of you will be my fellow volunteers in 2012?
“But often, in the world’s most crowded streets,
But often, in the din of strife,
There rises an unspeakable desire
After the knowledge of our buried life;
A thirst to spend our fire and restless force
In tracking out our true, original course…”
- The Buried Life, Matthew Arnold













